Prayers

How lovely it is to be in my little provincial town
No worries, rigmaroles, no politburo meetings

To seek the autumn sun, slowly fading into winter
To smell the fallen flowers in their radiant miasma

How often do I seek words in places like this-
Ghazal words, a failed life behind, Ghazal dreams
In Ajmer the blue train enters the station-
Two days in the sleeper class, no sleep-
I dream of you.

You are still beautiful; old age didn’t cripple you
Like Durga itself, you stay a while, you fake a smile

In this abandoned museum of dreams and bamboo;
The caregivers are lifers, they don’t speak my language-

I wake up in an empty town ravaged by the plague.

How lovely it is to die where you were twice born.